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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

My Angel

Tonight sitting back and looking at my life I got this warm feeling knowing I have been blessed with 3 children. At times I think other wise but my heart is full because of them! My husband and I have been married for 16 years. We went through a lot to have children. I did Invetro and after 6 years of trying we found out I was pregnant with triplets. At 19 weeks my water broke with baby A. This has been a complicated pregnancy fron about the second week. I went into premature labor that could not be stopped at 21 weeks. I naturally delivered 2 girls and 1 boy. 2 live births (boy and girl) & one still birth(girl) The look in my husbands eyes as he watched his only daughter pass away is a look I will never forget. I knew then I would never give up until he had his baby girl. At the time he had 4 sons. We grew we healed the best we could and back to the doctors we went. I then got pregnant with twins. Nick and Alex turned 10 this year. this brought our number of sons up to 6! Five years ago we decided to try one more time. I again got pregnant with twins and they too were boys. At 22 weeks again my water broke and at 25 weeks I was rushed in for a emergency C-Section. One son was still born and the other was on life support with 100% oxygen for several hours until they told me he was hurting but too little to cry. I told them to remove him from the support. Again back to healing and saying I will never go through this again! We were walking through Target one evening and my husband was picking up tiny baby shoes and making them dance at me. Again the look in his eyes longing for his daughter flashed at me. So I caved and back we went. We had Reagan 2 years ago and I have not looked forward to a Christmas like this one in a long time. She is at such a fun age and will be a blast Christmas morning and has her daddy and 6 brothers wrapped around her itty bitty fingers. Ok must admit her mama too! But I will NEVER forget my angels so for them I share with you a Angel SVG. May you all count your blessings this Christmas season!
Now I am going to go color with this amazing little girl we fought so hard to have.


Jun Bug House said...

Blessings to you on this Christmas...
I had one child and it was all I could do to keep up with him and all his activities.
I don't know how you ladies do it.
Kudos and Merry Christmas.
We have a 2 and 4 year old grand daughters to share Christmas with.
It is the best!!!!!
Hugs and thank you for the angle, very sweet.

Anonymous said...

Thank you so much for this Freebie. I want to let you know that I posted a link to your blog in Creative Busy Hands Cricut Freebies Search List, under the Christmas/Hanukkah/Kwanzaa post on Dec. 16, 2009. Thanks again.

Anonymous said...

Thank you! Your blog post will be advertised on the DigiFree Blog Cutting Freebie search engine today (look for timestamp: 19 Dec [LA 02:29pm, NY 05:29pm, UK 10:29pm] - 20 Dec [OZ 09:29am]).

Rockin Robin Caldwell said...

I have just had a moment to look at the SVG files that I have auto feeds on. This one made me stop in my tracks when I read it. Bless your heart. Your tale made me both happy and sad at the same time. Bless your little angels who are in heaven...and bless and love the ones that stayed here with you!!! Aren't little girls amazing??? (not that boys aren't special too...I have one of each). Hugs to you and thanks for sharing. Rockin Robin

ConnieGoewey said...

Thank you Robin. Yes they sure are special. I dont think there is anything she does that her daddy does not think is adorable lol. Oh if only he was home with her 24/7. She does make me giggle often though and I am greatly enjoying her! Have to shes FOR SURE my last ;o)

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