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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

My Angel

Tonight sitting back and looking at my life I got this warm feeling knowing I have been blessed with 3 children. At times I think other wise but my heart is full because of them! My husband and I have been married for 16 years. We went through a lot to have children. I did Invetro and after 6 years of trying we found out I was pregnant with triplets. At 19 weeks my water broke with baby A. This has been a complicated pregnancy fron about the second week. I went into premature labor that could not be stopped at 21 weeks. I naturally delivered 2 girls and 1 boy. 2 live births (boy and girl) & one still birth(girl) The look in my husbands eyes as he watched his only daughter pass away is a look I will never forget. I knew then I would never give up until he had his baby girl. At the time he had 4 sons. We grew we healed the best we could and back to the doctors we went. I then got pregnant with twins. Nick and Alex turned 10 this year. this brought our number of sons up to 6! Five years ago we decided to try one more time. I again got pregnant with twins and they too were boys. At 22 weeks again my water broke and at 25 weeks I was rushed in for a emergency C-Section. One son was still born and the other was on life support with 100% oxygen for several hours until they told me he was hurting but too little to cry. I told them to remove him from the support. Again back to healing and saying I will never go through this again! We were walking through Target one evening and my husband was picking up tiny baby shoes and making them dance at me. Again the look in his eyes longing for his daughter flashed at me. So I caved and back we went. We had Reagan 2 years ago and I have not looked forward to a Christmas like this one in a long time. She is at such a fun age and will be a blast Christmas morning and has her daddy and 6 brothers wrapped around her itty bitty fingers. Ok must admit her mama too! But I will NEVER forget my angels so for them I share with you a Angel SVG. May you all count your blessings this Christmas season!
Now I am going to go color with this amazing little girl we fought so hard to have.

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